Thursday, August 13, 2015


The following paper was sent to me by Francis Mwine Mubwaro, a LGBT activist from Uganda, with a request to repost it on my blog.

I am honored to oblige, and it is with utmost respect and admiration that I share this document here:


PRESENTER: FRANCIS MWINE                      

This paper is published under the responsibility of Krysler Thematic and think tank group, where the presenter is the founding member and Chairperson, affiliated to Twagalane Association.

Comments on this paper are invited.
Please contact the author and presenter at EMAIL: 

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Live Your Dream!

I think we all start off hoping to start changing into that mythical supermodel with the long thin legs, that impossible Barbie waistline and cleavage we always wanted as soon as we embark on HRT... Meanwhile, it doesn't happen for everyone quite the way we hope it will, and certainly not overnight, if at all. I think it's an unrealistic expectation we all have.

We want the exterior to match the interior. We feel like beautiful people on the inside, and we want the outside to reflect that image we have been taught from an early age, a woman ought to be.

"I don't think my face is feminine enough". "I don't think I pass". "I look like a dude in a dress"... These are some of the many, many self-critical comments I've heard from many of my sisters over the years. Some of them I've heard from my own lips.

Many people tell me I'm beautiful. These days it's not so much that I believe them, eventually - it's more that it doesn't really matter to me what other people think of my looks. 

I still think my jaw looks a little square in certain lighting, I still cringe at recent pictures that remind me of the 'old me'. I delete a lot of selfies! My voice still gets me called 'sir' on the phone or at the drive-through.

It doesn't really bother me anymore. Do you know why?

Friday, May 1, 2015

Demonspawn by Christina Engela

"Demonspawn" - the second book in the Galaxii Series by Port Elizabeth author Christina Engela, now available on via J.Ellington Ashton Press. (Local distribution and coverage would be nice ;)

"Imagine if you will... A warship stranded in deep hope of rescue... no way to call for help... enough food and water for 6 months... air and power for 2 weeks. The survivors begin to lose control. Suddenly out of nowhere a lifeless derelict crosses their path, changing the rules... offering them a chance of survival... but only... a chance." 

“Christina seems to have a knack for writing villains. With the Akx she really raised the bar. I felt suspense filling my whole body while reading. It kept me reading up till late to find out what happens.

A clearly written sci-fi novella with an interesting theme on confronting fear. The characters are well done and it has a villain that will raise suspense.” – Mr. Green

Paperback Price: $8.99


Publication Date: Apr 20 2015
ISBN/EAN13: 1511821965 / 9781511821964
Page Count: 86
Binding Type: US Trade Paper
Trim Size: 6″ x 9″
Language: English
Color: Black and White
Related Categories: Fiction / Science Fiction / Action & Adventure

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Wednesday, March 4, 2015

A Little Note On Freedom Of Religion From Your Friendly Neighborhood Witch

A little note on freedom of religion, tolerance for diversity and equality for all in South Africa: This little notice appeared in a local SA Newspaper in Afrikaans, although I am still waiting for someone to tell me which paper it appeared in.

Very charming - and I suppose were an occult group to post a similar ad about a course covering 'the evils of Christianity' (and I might be tempted to list a few), then it would be reported as hate speech (and the complaint would be taken in a very serious light - not dismissed by the Press Ombudsman or SA HRC as all complaints on such articles have been), or the ad wouldn't be posted by the paper in the first place because it might offend the 'mighty christians'.

This is not fair, and it's not moral. This is slander in the form of false information about other religions being presented as fact, with Christianity being presented as some sort of antidote or cure-all solution to a list of crimes being associated with other religions such as Satanism, Paganism and Witchcraft.

Naturally, the organizers stand to make a substantial amount of money from the course as the 'faithful' will cough up R400 per person attending!

If there were any kind of actual moral code in South African media - as the SA Press Ombudsman claims there is - that is, one that were actually adhered to, then this should be a violation of that press code.

Yes, Christians can believe whatever the hell they want to - even if they choose to believe the garbage in that advertisement - but their religious freedom does not constitute a right to violate the religious freedom of other people, including Satanists, Pagans and Witches, by posting such items in public media and in public spaces. You cannot reconcile the protections for all people's religious freedoms as in the Constitution, with one group clearly being allowed to demonstrate a clear bias against other religious groups being targeted openly and publicly without any legal consequences.

Since the minority groups in question appear to have no legal recourse and are not taken seriously by the alleged 'watch dog groups' that are supposed to react to such complaints, it is very clear that the machinery that is supposed to handle the application of constitutional equality for all, are impaired, dysfunctional, biased against diversity, or broken.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

First For Women Insurance - For Useless, Deceitful, Unethical Non-Service!


Hi there,

Please could you verify for me what the arrangement is around my tracking device payment? I see the Matrix payment went off my account this month and I was told that FFW would cover this payment for me?

Thank you! :)

Kind regards,
Christina Engela


Good day Miss Engela

Thank you for your email dated 25.09.2014, regarding your below tracker payment query.

Please note that we have received an updated your tracker certificate on your policy.

Kindly be advised, we are not affiliated with Matrix and unable to take on your Matrix premium payment and make them part of your policy premium.

Please note that you will be debited by Martrix as per your agreement with them and we will only debit your policy premium.

If you need further assistance, please do not hesitate to contact us.


Tshifhiwa Botha
Policy Service Consultant - Contact Centre


Dear FFW,

I am well aware that Matrix and FFW are separate entities.

Before we get into an ugly argument, I request that you consult the recording of my conversation with you on the day I agreed to accept the policy with FFW.

The salesperson was very clear that all I had to do was forward proof of my contract with Matrix to show what sort of tracking device and cover I have with them (which you have received), and the cost of my Matrix debit fee would be deducted from my FFW debit order. In point of fact, I clarified this with the salesperson several times in the run of that conversation - and this alone was one of the main reasons I decided to move to FFW.

Kindly do so, and get back to me asap as to why this has not yet transpired.

Thank you.

Kind regards,

Christina Engela


Good Day Miss Engela

Thank you for your email dated 30/09/2014, with regards to your below enquiry.

We have escalated the enquiry to the relevant department to listen to the sales conversation recordings and you will be contacted shortly.

Should you require further assistance, please feel free to contact us.


Gugu Zwane
Policy Service Consultant - Contact Centre


Dear First For Women.

I have been patiently waiting since the 25th of September (escalated to the 'relevant department' on the 30th of September) for you to give me feedback on my query regarding my motor vehicle insurance costs.

It is now the 17th of NOVEMBER and I still have had no further response to this query.


Meanwhile, you have continued to deduct more than my agreed premium from my account.

I believe your failure to respond indicates that you have found in the recorded telephone conversation you were going to look for, EXACTLY what I told you you would find - that your agent promised me that FFW would waive the cost of my monthly tracking device fees.

You have had more than a month to handle a simple inquiry. Kindly respond within the next working day, or I will take it further.


Christina Engela


Dear First For Women,

Yesterday morning I sent you an email demanding a response to my query made more than a month ago, on a matter relating to the final cost of my premiums - in which you stated you would check the recording of the original conversations, where your agent promised me FFW would deduct the cost of my vehicle tracking device from my monthly fees to FFW.

I have waited in vain since the 25th of October for a reply on my inquiry. Meanwhile your company has continued to deduct more than the advertised amount from my account, while essentially not responding to my messages.

Are you aware that this amounts to fraud?

If your agents are unethical or incompetent or just downright dishonest, that should not become the burden of your customers - and as a customer, I accepted a contract with FFW in good faith on the promises made by your agent.

In addition to the past 53 days, I also gave you the entire working day (yesterday) to respond to my query, and you did not respond.

I feel the way I have been treated by FFW smacks of unethical behavior, dishonesty, deceit, attempt to deceive, and plain old disinterest.

First For Women has got to be the second most useless, incompetent and pathetic excuse for an insurance company in South Africa that I have had the displeasure of doing business with in the 24 years that I have had motor insurance!

This is to give you notice and instruction that you will cancel all contracts in my name and debit orders on my account forthwith, or I will consult my family lawyer!

Since my payments are made in advance, this should not be a problem for you.


Christina Engela

Saturday, November 1, 2014

"Blachart" Re-release Available!

Blachart JEA"Blachart" by Christina Engela - the first installment in the Galxaii Series, released by JEA, is here!

Here is the link to the Kindle version of Blachart, and this is the hard copy link

Get in there and enjoy it! :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Manic Street Preacher "Eats Witches For Breakfast"

Let me tell you about my morning. Two things have absolutely pissed me off and ruined my mood for the day. I went to SARS (the 'tax man' for my non-local friends) at 645am, thinking I'd be near the front of the que. I was number 6, which is not bad, considering I was number 13 yesterday. But then we waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited - watching SARS people to-ing and fro-ing and not actually doing anything much - until 815am, when the chap eventually turned up to give us our numbers. That's 2 hours of standing, with no benches, and no toilet facilities - and if you leave the que, you lose your place. The doors finally opened to let us in at 830, and I finally got to the counter at about 910am. The cause of this unacceptable delay? The SARS staff "write exams" on Wednesdays! Seriously? Why can't they write their exams after hours instead of inconveniencing the public who has been standing in the street for 2 hours??? I have better things to do than to waste my time waiting for them - and in fact I was 1 of around 100 people who had better things to do than to waste their time waiting for them!

The second thing was the absolute incompetence of the SARS security officials. While I was waiting in the que this morning, a man stopped where the que turned the corner to the last stretch of the line to the door. He was dressed in a suit and asked in general if he could share a message from the bible with us. I objected aloud and said "No thank you, I'm not a Christian." The man ignored me and began to preach a sermon about sin and the usual tripe spouted by these types of manic street preacher.